Ask anyone that knows me and they'll tell you I talk about New York City like it's the holy land.
Yes I know crowded, terrible traffic, expensive, snow and humidity instead of lovely temperate weather year round, but
Have you seen Central Park freshly covered in snow?
Need I mention the museums?
The having any food you want delivered?
Places other than bars being open after midnight?
Have you ever walked along the streets somewhere and suddenly felt overwhelmingly alive, energized by the rush and swirl of people around you?
New York City is the crush I'm too afraid to say anything to because I don't want the illusion to be broken.
For years I've told myself I would move to New York, but something was always holding me back, money, a boy (usually a boy), or my own sense of what's practical and what isn't. I just told Matt that I couldn't pass up Mia's offer because if I did, I would be terribly disappointed in myself and would resent him for keeping me back even if it was my own decision. I'm moving to New York.
And I'm absolutely fucking terrified.